But no one truly knows,
Me.
But here I am,
I get lost sometimes,
My mind,
A kaleidoscope of thoughts,
Sadistically pondering every anxiety,
Every wonder.
This mind of mine has benefit,
A kaleidoscope is ever changing,
So is my view of life,
I can unravel,
The intricate matter,
Of your being,
I'll follow the strings of your soul,
And see you, for you,
It's quite bittersweet.
For the truth of people,
Can be unexpecting.
Ignorantly enough,
I don't use this skill to its fulfilment,
I let people scurry away with their truth,
I let them take advantage of my ignorance,
Why?
Why do I punish myself?
The universe has given me such a grace,
Its my duty to use it,
A duty to myself.
I must confess,
I am the bane of my problems,
No one knows me,
Since the thought scares me so,
I keep myself hidden,
I keep myself safe,
But I don't wish for this ignorant safety,
Not anymore.
I want to dare to be myself,
For that reason,
Im done creating my own shadow to hide in,
Im ready
To introduce me,
My soul,
And my mind.