When I was younger I had quiet a few hopes and dreams and aspirations. When I was in elementary school I wanted to be an artist, I would be married, rich, beautiful and happy.

I'm older now and I realize that those dreams of mine will be dreams forever, never a real thing, always a fantasy.

it can be hard to see the beauty in myself at times, and it can be hard to find the positives in a world full of comparison, hatred and competition. everyone's fighting their own battles even if you cant see it. they are trying to climb a mountain that many don't know exist.

instead of wishing of riches and fame, I wish that when I'm older I'm happy with who I am, with what I'm doing, and that I live in a world were the competition and hatred is a distant memory.

I know that this is unrealistic, and will surely never happen, but deep down that's all I really want in life.