ok so now is friday and in some time i am going to start today's online session and yes you might ask why is it so early our snippet this week and i just figured as i have some time before my lesson i could do it as tomorrow i have classes and then in the afternoon i am going to a concert with my girlfriend and we will stay in vienna for a night and then also explore the city the entire sunday so that's why…i don't really want to get late as i did last week to make the snippet again on a monday so i have decided to just do it know and talk about what new things have happened over the past week…well, i have really felt this feeling of being a little trapped in my activities, but i am at least feeling great that i will finish my german course in 2 weeks' time and already some things will become easier for me…focusing on two bachelors isn't a really easy job to do, especially nowadays, because there is also a lot of time involved in the preparation and kind of administrative tasks involved for all classes and kind of until i get back on track that will take some time…personally i am still just trying to find my pace and see where and how everything goes…that is mostly because my job and also the german course and also the second bachelor have started at the same time so naturally it might just feel overwhelming for now but i believe that as long as i am ok and i try everyday to take some time for myself, it will all work out great in the end…other than that, as i live with my girlfriend and we are both international students here in austria, we just try to explore as much as possible what we have around us and really use the time that we have here not to just study, but also invest it in making new memories and experiences, especially as we are now young and healthy…maybe the only thing that i am still missing a little is spending more time with my brother…i mean i try to be a good brother, because i will never be a great brother, but i try to still at least keep in touch, but i don't know, i just want him to know that whenever he will have a problem then he can able to call or text me so that i can help him…because i feel that as a big brother it is my duty to be able to help him, maybe with things that i would have liked to experience myself or anything like that…it definitely also feels like the time is just going so so fast nowadays…i mean days are just really going fast but i don't know, i kind of happy that the easter vacation will be coming soon and i will be able to go home, but on the other hand i would just kind of like to be able to sometimes just stop the time and really enjoy the moment, but there are moments like this when i am with my girlfriend and i don't have to think about anything else and i am just happy that things are ok and that i can experience those precious few moments without any distractions, but just being happy about how everything is going on you know…other than that next week will also start the preparations for my exchange semester so on some level it definitely feels like things will be a little more harder but on the other hand i just feel like things will just fall into place…as a person i definitely know and realise when for me it is just too much so i kind of instinctively know when to stop and what i kind of have to do about that so i just won't get into a spiral when i have too much on my plate or just too little so i still need something to occupy my time with…usually i don't like when the weather outside is becoming warmer and warmer but nowadays i am just happy that most of the evenings have great sunsets that you can just look at and especially when you go into a high place and you just drink a glass of wine it definitely feels like you don't need anything more from life and you are just happy with whatever is and those are the times when things are kind of going into place and you don't have to thing about anything else that might bother you for the moment…for me now it still feels surreal that i am studying 2 bachelors and also working a little part-time, but i am just happy and really really grateful for my situation and i would really want to emphasize that for everyone that thinking that it will be better is definitely more important when you are on the brink of not being able to see too much or even at all in the horizon…with this and with a good laugh and a positive mood i would like to end this snippet because in some minutes i will be starting my class for today and then i have an online maths lesson where i work and then i am free for the evening…i just want you all to be ok and really feel that you are doing your best in every situations and no matter what might happen ahead, just try to be in the moment and try to get the most out of every situation because that is the most important thing for now, to be ok with whatever might happen and focus on the moment mostly and just love your loved ones and be there for them…cheers