You aren't annoying, you aren't not funny, you don't talk too much. You just are not understood!

The Times i Had to hear that i should Just make my Point but by the time i wanted to make IT i was inturapted a thousand Times people were yelling me i didn't want to make my Point because i knew iam Not going to be understood anyways, i knew that the people iam talking to are Not mature enough to even understand me or they Just didn't want to i could feel that IAM annoying them, that IAM Out of place and i know it's Not their fault because maybe they are Just acting this way because AS a child Nobody listened to them too. The only Thing i wanted was to be UNDERSTOOD, IAM Not annoying or a the "Party Killer" i Just want to be respected and If this Person is Not going to understand me IAM Not going to try and teach them after i did multiple Times. I used to feel embarassed because they'd Just laugh at me or yell "Just make your Point d**m it! or Something i also Heard a Lot: "you are talking SOOO much, don't Always repeat yourself." And the only reason i was repeating myself because i didn't feel Heard the First time, i never did. People can BE really cruel Sometimes but IAM Not going to Change and burry my Feelings or let people treat me however they want Just because they didn't understand me which IS fine because you can't excpect everybody to understand you but i you can excpect everybody to Respect you even If they are Not in a good mood at that Moment but they don't apologize after because they don't feel Like IT Matters they don't Care about your Feelings that makes Me feel Like IAM Nothing to them and i won't have that and you shouldn't to -choose people that make you feel understood AND respected. Today i wanted to Show Something To a certain someone since they were already talking i wouldn't have mind of they'd Just Said to me that they'll be with me in a little while - i would've totally respected that. Instead they Just started being mean to me and when i wanted to explain after that their behavior Hurt my Feelings they didnt even Take me seriously they rushed Like tHey Just wanted me to get it over with they didn't Care about the way i felt that's when i realised that IAM Just Not surrounded by the right people knowing they will Not even Change. So If you are finding yourself in such a Situation: CHOOSE YOURSELF. the only Person that will Always understand and be there for you is you and ALLAH He'll understand you even If it's hard even If you feel alone He knows you better than anyone He knows you can do IT and He'll understand you. Some people are Not IT they maybe are on their own path right now to finding maturity because i was Just Like them didn't Care about hurting the feelings of Others and am still learning. But IAM Just saying don't wait to be understood when you already understand yourself > you are Just waisting your time!

Hope you learned Something today and AS Always IAM so proud of you and you are Just human don't be so hard on yourself you already Made IT really far by choosing yourself you've been through Things Nobody Else has because WE AS Humans are unique everybodys different which makes this world an even better place. Maybe some day i'll find the Person who IS willing to hear about my Feelings Just Like IAM willing to hear about Others.