But I have big heart

I don't have a big house

But I will sleep on the floor to make space

I am not successful at work

But I am an honest person

I don't have good things in life, a house, a car, vacations or ability to leisure

So I make up stuff to feel good about rather than feel the pain, feel the sting for the things I don't have

Maybe instead of accepting your fate

You tried, you pushed hard

You either got the things as success

Or you learned valuable lessons as a failure

And you would gained something

No that was too hard

So you chose what was available

And you named your laziness as Nobel

You put pride on it

And you shared the narrative

And now generations after you are paralyzed

Stuck in Nobel values and fake pride

You built

Until one person is born in that long linage

And she starts with the pride and the Nobel

And pain hits and life teaches

And this time because she is a fighter

And a life learner

She says bring on the pain

And let me see what life is really like

And breaks the curse

Because she has it in her

She had the capacity to bear

The ancient pain

And she says

Push hard, learn even harder

Either you make it

Or you become pure

With life's true source of energy

But you try

You try until your dying breathe

Since you're born

You have to stay alive until

You are actually dead!